We had a talk!! Aaaarggghhh... so embarassing..I feel like hiding under the ocean!!

Busy with farewell.. I have a feeling I will love the new place... It's just 2 hours drive from our house now.. but it all will make a big change! It's all about borders and the wind... Change..without me knowing.. as usual, without me knowing anything until it all came.. I don't know how to accept this..

I wish that we can be friend..understand each other, talk about anything...please, at least, let me make one decision, I'm in prison in my own mind..

Nine lovely ladies, nice dinner, nice topic I guess.. I can't believe I had my speech.. I feel appreciated..

All I need is confidence..

Happiness is when you're hurt..

The pressure is on, I feel it..